MISSION TO MARS
DAY ONE: Today I bought the tickets. As soon as I confirmed my order I bacame elated and giddy. Laughter bubbled up and out of me, tears stung my eyes. Then just as quickly I shrank back and low and thought, " what the hell am I doing?" "I can't go to a concert in Mansfield at night!" so many nervous, fearfull thoughts raced around my brain like cars in a NASCAR curcuit. "it is too expensive." What if I have a panic attack?" "What if we crash the car on the way there or back?" I could go on and on. BUT, what if nothing goes wrong? What if I have the time of my life? I mean it is only something I have been dreaming about doing for a long time.
The show is five months away but I feel a weird urgency to prepare for it like it was happening tomorrow. I don't really know what I think I should do. Transform myself into a better more interesting person maybe.
A THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS concert is certainly on my bucket list ( I really hate that term) and
going to see my favorite band with my best friend and meeting Jared Leto, that's the most fun I can have. If I go through with this, what is next? Maybe I will run a marathon, climb a mountain, go surfing etc.
